For some queer reason, I’ve been feeling troubled since last night. It hit me suddenly, while all the other Queenies were chatting, and bam – the next thing I knew, I felt like a dark grey cloud was hovering over me. The husband noticed it the moment I reached home. I let out a obliging smile to him and his friend (who was over for some vino) before settling in front of the comp, clicking my way silly through the mulberry and another shoe website – adamant to spend spend spend, until I realized my stupidity to spend on something that wasn’t my size or in the design I wanted.
A cold shower later, I tucked into bed, not wanting to share or reply to the husband if I was alright and went to sleep. Maybe sleep did some good. I woke up feeling still troubled, but the heart weighing a little lighter. Got in the office and dive straight into work and sending out emails (refused to get distracted by anything else) and decided that I’ll take an earlier lunch and spend that time just walking my heavy heart away.
I was pretty amazed that it worked. An hour later and plenty of window shopping in-between, I was feeling much better. The husband called to check in on me, while I went on and on about how I couldn’t find a navy jacket and how expensive that alluring pair of red Calvin Klein underwear was. He offered to get me a set 🙂 , delighted to know that his good ol’ wifey was back…talking and talking non-stop until I was interrupted or told to stop.
Ahh…I definitely hope the blues will be away for a while.