Most of you reading this would know that I’ve been feeling awful & down the past week. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for showering me with oodles of love, care, concern, support & encouragement.
Friday was definitely not an easy feat to get through despite being the last day of the work week. A petty client showed some “attitude” which was uncalled for while managing other work matters was insane. The boss was on MC so much of it had to be handled by what I thought was the “right thing” to do at that moment and thankfully when I caught up with the boss over celebratory drinks later on – he was supportive.
Alas Friday still didn’t go well. I didn’t feel as pissed and upset as Thursday was, probably venting it out and having too much work to occupy my mind worked. There was a scary moment as I attempted to leave the office at 730pm when I suddenly felt giddy and words on the computer screen started becoming fuzzy. I quickly sat myself down properly and took Kris’s instructions on MSN – closed my eyes for a bit and felt way better instantly. The aftermath of stress.
I couldn’t really bring myself to enjoy much over dinner but somehow the heaviness lifted off my heart at one point. It was also then I reaffirmed that work was work and that staying at the expense of relationships with loved ones & close friends was just NOT worth it.
Life still moves on. Business still resumes after one leaves the company. Nothing drastic changes. But relationships, they’re difficult to mend once broken or cut deep.
So this weekend apart from needing to finish up 3 major work assignments, I’m dedicating the rest to spending time with God, husband & my mum.