this weekend, i took more time than usual for myself.
a lot of reflection work was going on, as i drifted in and out of people watching, window shopping, outfits trying:
i wondered why i was starting to morph into a person tad bit obsessive, excessive and compulsive of certain habits. wondered why i was always thinking of things a certain way and couldn’t never quite see outside the box. wondered why i was in the profession i was in and not something else. wondered what i was trying to drive at, at certain conversations that took place. wondered if i could go back to the past, would i want it any different. wondered what would have happened if i persevered with the decisions i didn’t make.
the husband, as usual was a sweetheart. checking in with me to ensure that everything was alright, even got me an early christmas present, while patiently and affectionately dealing with my pre-occupied self.
i guess it was just a moment. a moment i needed with myself and God. a moment for a reality check. a moment to remind me of my sole purpose on earth. a moment that i needed to get pass, and i hope not to overdo.